Great Expectations

"We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still, the expected's just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives."

- Grey's Anatomy, Meredith

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I hate this planning thingy

I hate this decision making thingy

minor or not? management? soci? geo? econ?

oh this is killing me. i'm just that indecisive and fickle-minded when it comes to decision making

back to grey's

OOPSY DAISY

and i realise that i have a couple of things that is in my room and they dont belong to me.
- harddisk
- thumbdrive
- shirts
- modem
- and what's not

claim your items people, or please remind me i needa return them to you.

hello Dec (:

Dec gonna be a good good month

yet again is time for some decision making

and im always so indecisive and fickle when it comes to that.

No matter what. A choice have to be made, and a loss i might gain.

((:

FALLING SLOWLY

One last paper in 4 hours time! & no i haven get all those physical facts in my head! This is bad this is bad this is bad. I know i havent been studying hard for all my papers. I guess the one and only paper i really studied and rmrb is soci. BAH! urgh twy sucks ttm. Okay is going to be over! YAY YAY! i promise i will try not to skip so much lecture next sem. hahahha.

meetup,birthdays,party,sleeep,movies,video and etc
xoxo.

off to last minute memorising and reading!! all the best to me! :DD

read my mind
and tell me what do i really want...

Hello people.

I just got a sudden urge to post here and change the url back. imsofickle. Kinda regret not updating often, cause i like looking back my posts, keep track of what i've done throughout the year. School was alright and birthday was great this year, thankyou everyone. AND YES exam week is here! The number of essays i needa write for exam this sem is 11, zzz! And I swear last two day were madness. Esp the night before yesterday. I was exhausted but i needa mug for the two papers the next day, not able to sleep when you're tired is a torture! LOL. Brain dead the whole day please, is like my brain is not with me. As usual econ is always a race against the time. Three down and two more to go! The two that i dislike, to think that i even consider geo as major, is just that phy geo is zomg. Everyone been thinking abt their major recently. But i dont seems to have much choices, so i guess i will stick to econ if i can make it *pray* (: And worse come to worse, SOCI! I begin to think soci is interesting and super useful, gees.

Anyway! Today's a good good day cause no paper, and i had lots of sleep last night(:

sync my touch with new songs, while making teeeaaaa

totally got no idea what tea is this, but i thought it smelled kinda nice.
no idea how many pieces i should put. So i decide to put my fav-number of leaves inside. LOL
AND it turn out so bitter.. eeew so i changed to green tea

Mum tided up my room for me, so my desk look kinda neat!


YES! i walked over hougang point cause i was craving for cheesefries!
AND YES i should be mugging for hy instead of wasting time to satisfy my crave and this post! LOL. And this posts is totally pointless, i know! Sorry if i wasted 5 mins of your life reading this!
bleh. off to mug! wish me luck please! Cant wait for hols.

xoxo.

Friends

(i know i've been jumping around, hasnt been keep tracking what i have done for the second half the year, lost interest in blogging)

A friend i know 2 years ago PM-ed me, telling me that tml is ccn day. And it kinda mark our 2 years friendship! Is kinda funny how we knew each other, from stranger to friend thru CCN day, how would i ever forget that funny encounter. HAHA trying to gain sales, went mia after they bought our icecream, thinking that we might not even meet each other in future anymore. But the fact that TP isnt very big, eventually we met each other thru camps and etc. HAHAHA that's so funny. i miss being tp-ian, really! TP had a big big impact on my life!! CCN always never fail to make tp so actively fun , don you think so? Like one big family! <33.

Do you still rmbr how you met your friends? awww

Seriously..

Even in poly, project work is something i really hate ttm. Cause it always hurts friendship and etc and that is so cruel. I dont know if is a good thing or bad thing to work with people you dont know. But i really miss doing project with bunny, jerlyn, sirvin and jiayi :(( I definitely dont mind doing last minute if is unavoidable, as long as we are in it, rushing tgt. Like how we used to rush project till early morning, prepare the slides and rush off to school without sleeping, preparing our presentation speech two hours ago presentation, printing and rush to bind them up before class. Who never experience last minute before yea? But as a leader you set the deadline for every parts to be done and compile, shouldnt you stick to it? Maybe you're busy with your other modules' project/assignment or midterms, but you can at least let us know? we can help you with that? instead of making us wait for you? Instead of giving empty promises that you will send us by when but end up not doing so. Instead of saying you can complete it yourself, if you say so, please do so.

Wakes me up when nov is here

12oct: Deadline for Geo proj (not even 50% done)
14oct: Soci mid terms (80% done 2 weeks ago, dropped to 0%)
20oct: Deadline for History Assignment (0% done)
26oct: Deadline for Southeast Asia Proj (0%done)

i just want to spend my time sleeping...
tiredtiredtired p and m. stop stirring((: -inside fake smile-
school is (Y) and (N) at the same time. bleh! okay off to school!

i want a straight line not a curve....

OOVOO <3

After 5 days of no-lesson days, finally i'm back to school! LOL and now i still got 7 more hours to go!! I wonder if i made the right choice, staying in school! I'm early for history tutorial today! yippie yay, and finally i participate in class so i wont score 0 for 20% i guess (i did participate for the last few lesson laaaah, but in dicsussion group not infront of class/TA). If not i think i can toally forget about passing this mod man! With high possibility of failing mid-term, and participation, highly doubt that i will pass final as well. urgh! kay enough of ranting

Oovoo is the new in-thing yo! is so fun((: MBA meeting held there next time! HAHA. People please go d/l and we can all have mass video conference tgt! :DD. Pardon my ugly me in that picture! unglam unglam but i don careee! hahaha. Okay i should go mug for econ! All the best to meeeee! geez! update another time!

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we're all under this blue sky" -classmate
(Y) wanyu likes this

now fry very fast
dry**

HAHAHAH i'm a joke man! geez ((:

Still, i realise nothing beats my days in TP. 7 weeks of uni life passed but still i cant find the excitement of schoooool, i still have that loneliness feeling. eeeew shucks, i dont like. Control, where is my control C-O-N-T-R-O-L! hahah no i'm not a control freak hor! :( second half of the year to me is all about missing those days those days those happy days!

p.s: did i mention about that day having mid term in lect, when i was sitted there, totally remind of me taking quiz with bze-ians! HAHA! is just NOT the same man! where is my FUUUU! rofl.

What if..

I believe everyone have a list titled "What If..", i know i do have one. A list that i think about when i'm dead bored, about what if i have said this, what if you have done that... maybe things will turn out differently? But then we still have to face the reality that we cant turn time back, and that the same thing will not happen again for the second time. Missed it.. and is gone. What's done is done and cannot be undone. Oh well.. but no harm thinking about it yea? ((:

this is a superduper random post/ topic that HX and i was talking abt now? HAHA! yea what if you had said earlier or later? what if he had put more efforts? what if.. WHAT IF! I guess because we are young that time lah! AND I DIDNT KNOW THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR 7 YEARS! omg so long?! hahah friends forever yo!

on the side note: JM sent me songs, love it. i want to go party now! HAHA
okay i should be mugging but the damm webcast is not loading which resulted this freaking random posts!
ohwell..

xoxo

this is for you... if you happen to drop by!

GLENDA TANG YY!
missyou! i just saw your blog post which is okay almost a mth ago :X
LOL @ crashing butter every wed? i'm missing those days man geez! Let's go! HAHA
i want that kind of life too, like totally freeeee! i miss the rest of the bears too! But i guess the next time we all meet up is my birthday haha. this time i want to blow the candle, no more stupid stunt of mine alr! HAHA i want that cake! kay i don rmbr which cake i said actually. doesnt matter! what matters is the company yo! (: okay i should continue mugging for mid-terms (shucks)!

Hmm...

I realised i posted alot of things about 'myself' online, yea aloooooooot! Like way back to secondary school life. Maybe is time to keep things away from the 'media-world' and back to those traditional handwriting journals, developing photos out, yes no?

and i can never bring myself to delete them all. every single one means alot to me(:
memories.

where are you?

I had first uni mid term paper ytd (Skipped geo lect) which is History! I dont know how to do that 50marks qns! I talk crap and my handwritting sucks! I cant believe i write that man, no link no link! And today sam was saying that qns is hard, and the religious part is abt the Confucian! OMG! i wrote... okay forget it. TOO EMBARRASS to say what i wrote for that qns man! HAHAH I'm going to fail, i'm going to fail I'M GOING TO FAIL FOR SURE! :( i'm going to be damm sad if i flunk it! I dont want to get a C for that lah, but i doubt i can even pass! shucks! Surprisingly, i'm still not that sad cause i know how to do the mix and match and identification! :DD. i did studied okay, like i know every single mix and match but is only 20marks! Identification i doubt i can score full marks. THE 50MARKS IS INSANE! gg.com i guess when i get back the paper i'm going to sad ttm! :((( oh and i was thinking abt MUFFIN when i'm doing the paper, yea i went to get chocolate muffin after the paper gees :DD

okay i know my blog posts is all about ranting ranting words words words, schoolschoolschool, BORING! Yes my life is boring! But still i kinda loveeee school((: Will update soon with photos! i promise.

twy miss her girlfriends, bffs!

love1101E: simplicity vs complexity.